To myself

I want say so many things but can’t, hear so many things but can’t. I am crying out loud inside of me,but there is sound coming from my mouth.There’s no one in this whole universe that I can share my pain with.Can you hear me, someone? Anyone? I find no one.There is nobody I can talk to. Do you all feel like that or it’s just me.I feel suffocating inside,can’t even breathe,can’t cry,can’t say,can’t live ,can’t even die.I feel so miserable that I want to say goodbye.